I am tired of it. Trying to say it is ok really and I can get through this. Tired of trying to be cheerful. Trying to be positive. Just trying, tryiing, trying. This afternoon I just burst into tears and could not stop crying. . Just a description of normal things and mormal life. I could not take it any more. I try to kid myself that I DO live in the normal world, to make myself feel better. I should be brave. I am not. I feel I cannot go on any more. I need to find a way … Continue reading Tired